9.9.9 integrating the purity of transmission into grounded form

i don't usually work within the framework of outer guidelines like astrology or numerology in what i share online or in the trance work, but i feel the convergence of these things with the collective timeline of planetary consciousness and the space weather / the emergence of 3I / Atlas, that this being a 999 day is significant.

i recorded the voice for this week’s healing today just after a really revelatory and deeply healing conversation with my neighbor and it feels like resolution. there is a kind of completion of things that i don't think i've really felt in the same way before. 9s are often numbers of completion.

i believe there is a embodied power to working very consciously and in deep clarity from expansions above with these associations and representations, especially as we are transmuting through such deep layers of density in the collective and in our own personal fields.

i wanted to share a bit of a stream of consciousness / automatic writing that came through yesterday. i had intended to record the voice for this week’s healing - which focuses on healing ancestral poverty templates & the need to prove worth - but i was deep in a different part of it. i didn’t expect the message to be about the code, but i was stopped to really recognize what we’re doing here, what this work is for and what it is - not as a means to abundance or career or community some other physical world meaning - something i’m reaching for out of lack - but for being in the deep presence and power of what it is.

it is not easy to admit, but i am still healing these layers of lack, distorted value, shame, defensiveness, self-hatred, and seeking for recognition and i often have to be reminded and remind myself of the true value and why we are doing this. to truly know ourselves as we Are - healed, powerful, creators, joyful, peaceful, happy.

i think as we consciously let go of lack patterns, of not valuing ourselves, of not being happy, of participating in manifestations and states of fear and what that produces in this world, that it is necessary that we recognize the power that moves through us and what we have been given to bring change to ourselves and this world.

as i see it, everything is code - so this message can be applied to literally anything you hold and do in love.

to know your value is to be in reverence of yourself and the work is of you

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the code comes through, but it’s time to really believe in what it is for, in what it can do. like aslan said, let me show you what i can do and what i can’t do. where the code comes from is not where the code lands and then transforms into itself - believe in what they do (the code), they can change everything for you.

they are not for subtle influence, they are source orchestrations of dimensional expression. they are for everyone, but they will not be understood or accepted by everyone. you allow them through you but you don’t yet fully accept them for yourself. accept them for yourself so their true power can be seen in your life. don’t sell them short.

you have to see the true value in yourself to see the value of what you offer reflected back to you

this is bringing purity to the exchange, to participate such that you are seeing your own value reflected. that everyone has made money their value. it is not neutral, its not a tool really in your sight, it is a god. a representation of worth that you must give away yourself to earn. the measure of your worth.

you are here to neutralize distortion through your sight through illusion, not to extend it by active participation in the distortion. you don’t see money as a marker of your value consciously but are operating from a belief of instability, you are still reaching for validation, safety, security, and value proof / recognition outside because you do not believe it is inside. there is a piece that is within you that is still emitting the belief of needing to prove the value of the work and of your life.

there is so much that you don’t share because you are afraid, you don’t want to be compared to those still participating in blindness, but this fearful desire is blindness and blinding you to your true worth and others.

you are afraid that people don’t believe you because you don’t believe in yourself. you don’t believe of the power of god through you - that you are worthy of gods power, that you will be punished, for using it.

because the ego wants to prove it’s own existence - when you are seeing yourself as the ego, you keep searching for it elsewhere, why you want it proven to you and you desperately want to prove to yourself and to the world

there is a need to be in reverence for the work because it is an extension of yourself and those who you offer it to. it is not bowing to something outside yourself or better than you, it is recognizing your own holiness and reverence in you.

clearing: down playing the power of the work and it’s reality in and to you “admit to what i mean in you and you in me”