skin matrix healing: intimacy, defensiveness & the inner child

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i recorded this over a week and it feels like one of the most complex, multilayered of these recordings. below is what came through for me over the sessions, if you feel comfortable, i would love to hear what comes through for you. the description is for physical, emotional, and mental states / bodies / beliefs / mutations in the code. take it, as always, as it resonates for you and what is in your highest benefit.

skin matrix healing, deep purge from within, balance in the physical system

skin as the first line of defense, healing defensiveness and over-protection of self to the point of isolation and pushing love away.

rejection of poison, rejection of unwanted circumstances.

inner child healing, having to be strong, undue or inappropriate burden and responsibility on a child “growing up too fast”

scars, physical and associated trauma memory

fungal and parasitic infections, throughout the dimensional bodies and mind fields

fear of intimacy, hiding self

there is an acceptance of self that is brining to the surface fear of intimacy, in accepting yourself and embodying that belief, that certainty - there is no room for intimacy fears because you have dissolved walls held against self, your higher expression is unified, within and without.

feeling like part of you is missing, the feeling of being left out of that happy family life, the partnership, the encouragement, support, and safe foundation

you are creating a safe, purified environment in the field. clearing traumas / addictions to behaviors, beliefs and states of being that protected self before. letting go of false safety by isolation and hyper-independence.

clearing shame, rot, shame around family of origin, not wanting to share yourself because of upbringing, family life

it’s coming out in the physical because you have created that safer, more secure, stable environment for yourself. you can rely on yourself to care for yourself in healthy responsible ways while having your heart open, not in survival mode. those old/hidden/hiding parts of self feel safe to come out and be loved. they are not afriad anymore because of what you have created for yourself

clearing unhealthy maternal attachments, rejection by and of the mother, immaturity

clearing anxiety and agitation

clearing deep insecurity about self, questioning foundational identity (without being aware of our connection to and of the eternal divine and holding that in each present now, we do not know who and what we are and that will always run a current of disease and fear, not feeling safe, this echoes out into all of the form/situations/circumstance and events that we perceive as having happened to us), covering up fear with an overcompensating personality in one way or another

false self-confidence that is really a hard defensive shell, easing this to dissolve, very gentle

clearing for the root, the state of the physical body, trauma and lack memory stored in the tissues, the fascia, the blood/bone complex, out into the skin

deep stabilization and balance on all levels

you may feel “die off” symptoms, a sense of purging rot

if you have made your way to this healing, there is a message of encouragement for you to celebrate yourself. you need a lot of strength to clear out these deepest layers, a certain degree safety must be achieved in the current field you carry to support, hold self through these deeper levels of trauma. i have used to example of a person having been held in a cage, just because the door is open and they are free doesn’t mean that they will jump out of it with joy and a sense of freedom immediately - the environment for release must be stable. WELL DONE :) <3

codes for solar plexus, healing a sense of personal power and identity having been compromised. feeling out of control of your life, your thoughts, emotions and physical states. bringing these down deep into the lower energy centers for ascension. deep purge.

healing sacral and solar grief and rage. this will help to release what keeps you from expressing and showing yourself authentically and from experiencing the physical benefits of true abundance.

2121, 333 may be meaningful

sinus draining, third-eye blockages.

it comes across as images from like, the gold rush - the way they shook out the dirt and material to get to the gold, it appears like little black impurities being dissolved from all levels of the system.

certainty, strength in self

a message of unity consciousness and what it means to embody it:

it is important to witness how we are a whole system, the chakras do not work in isolation, they merge when cleared into our more unified form.

it is important to understand that we are moving into new time, the old tools and methods of understanding will not serve and we must be willing to expand and let go of strict adherence to old ways of understanding our energy bodies as they are ascending. it is not wrong to use them to assist us to open, but we should not be attached to old ways of understanding and any limits we have put in place just because they have been used since ancient times and we are used to working with them.

we must be willing to let go of attachment to everything we currently old tight to, including spiritual beliefs. letting go of ideas of right and wrong ways. we must let go of all limitations we put on our own personal power and capabilities as divine creators, how we understand ourselves and how we really function as One.

don’t cling to tools that were meant to assist in ascension in another era, this is all new. this goes for every structure that is changing, everything we believe is foundational to what we are is wrong and it is leaving the field now. this is at every level. this false physical matter world runs out of distorted masculine horizontal fields emanating from the ego matrix, out of the solar plexus - a lot of codes coming through for this to be witnessed and corrected.

let yourself be led, giving over to our spirit beingness, willing to let the false self go. letting go of the inclination to justify, explain or defend yourself or your belief, your life.

i recorded this over a week and it feels like one of the most complex, multilayered of these recordings. below is what came through for me over the sessions, if you feel comfortable, i would love to hear what comes through for you. the description is for physical, emotional, and mental states / bodies / beliefs / mutations in the code. take it, as always, as it resonates for you and what is in your highest benefit.

skin matrix healing, deep purge from within, balance in the physical system

skin as the first line of defense, healing defensiveness and over-protection of self to the point of isolation and pushing love away.

rejection of poison, rejection of unwanted circumstances.

inner child healing, having to be strong, undue or inappropriate burden and responsibility on a child “growing up too fast”

scars, physical and associated trauma memory

fungal and parasitic infections, throughout the dimensional bodies and mind fields

fear of intimacy, hiding self

there is an acceptance of self that is brining to the surface fear of intimacy, in accepting yourself and embodying that belief, that certainty - there is no room for intimacy fears because you have dissolved walls held against self, your higher expression is unified, within and without.

feeling like part of you is missing, the feeling of being left out of that happy family life, the partnership, the encouragement, support, and safe foundation

you are creating a safe, purified environment in the field. clearing traumas / addictions to behaviors, beliefs and states of being that protected self before. letting go of false safety by isolation and hyper-independence.

clearing shame, rot, shame around family of origin, not wanting to share yourself because of upbringing, family life

it’s coming out in the physical because you have created that safer, more secure, stable environment for yourself. you can rely on yourself to care for yourself in healthy responsible ways while having your heart open, not in survival mode. those old/hidden/hiding parts of self feel safe to come out and be loved. they are not afriad anymore because of what you have created for yourself

clearing unhealthy maternal attachments, rejection by and of the mother, immaturity

clearing anxiety and agitation

clearing deep insecurity about self, questioning foundational identity (without being aware of our connection to and of the eternal divine and holding that in each present now, we do not know who and what we are and that will always run a current of disease and fear, not feeling safe, this echoes out into all of the form/situations/circumstance and events that we perceive as having happened to us), covering up fear with an overcompensating personality in one way or another

false self-confidence that is really a hard defensive shell, easing this to dissolve, very gentle

clearing for the root, the state of the physical body, trauma and lack memory stored in the tissues, the fascia, the blood/bone complex, out into the skin

deep stabilization and balance on all levels

you may feel “die off” symptoms, a sense of purging rot

if you have made your way to this healing, there is a message of encouragement for you to celebrate yourself. you need a lot of strength to clear out these deepest layers, a certain degree safety must be achieved in the current field you carry to support, hold self through these deeper levels of trauma. i have used to example of a person having been held in a cage, just because the door is open and they are free doesn’t mean that they will jump out of it with joy and a sense of freedom immediately - the environment for release must be stable. WELL DONE :) <3

codes for solar plexus, healing a sense of personal power and identity having been compromised. feeling out of control of your life, your thoughts, emotions and physical states. bringing these down deep into the lower energy centers for ascension. deep purge.

healing sacral and solar grief and rage. this will help to release what keeps you from expressing and showing yourself authentically and from experiencing the physical benefits of true abundance.

2121, 333 may be meaningful

sinus draining, third-eye blockages.

it comes across as images from like, the gold rush - the way they shook out the dirt and material to get to the gold, it appears like little black impurities being dissolved from all levels of the system.

certainty, strength in self

a message of unity consciousness and what it means to embody it:

it is important to witness how we are a whole system, the chakras do not work in isolation, they merge when cleared into our more unified form.

it is important to understand that we are moving into new time, the old tools and methods of understanding will not serve and we must be willing to expand and let go of strict adherence to old ways of understanding our energy bodies as they are ascending. it is not wrong to use them to assist us to open, but we should not be attached to old ways of understanding and any limits we have put in place just because they have been used since ancient times and we are used to working with them.

we must be willing to let go of attachment to everything we currently old tight to, including spiritual beliefs. letting go of ideas of right and wrong ways. we must let go of all limitations we put on our own personal power and capabilities as divine creators, how we understand ourselves and how we really function as One.

don’t cling to tools that were meant to assist in ascension in another era, this is all new. this goes for every structure that is changing, everything we believe is foundational to what we are is wrong and it is leaving the field now. this is at every level. this false physical matter world runs out of distorted masculine horizontal fields emanating from the ego matrix, out of the solar plexus - a lot of codes coming through for this to be witnessed and corrected.

let yourself be led, giving over to our spirit beingness, willing to let the false self go. letting go of the inclination to justify, explain or defend yourself or your belief, your life.