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releasing self-doubt: letting go of the guilt & shame hidden beneath
in this healing meditation, we work through:
the temptation to defend against love, discerning and choosing not to give in. don’t allow the ego to eat your creativity, know that your creative life is what sustains you, life is creation
what is keeping you from the dream that spirit has given you is your belief that it is impossible for you to have
trust yourself and trusting that god is in you
guilt disguised as self-doubt. deep release of shame in creation, in sexual energy and expression
removing capitalist interference with sexual / creative expression, the commodification of sexual energy and how that is really operating under the surface of why it feels vulnerable to share, deep shame and exploitation of sexual energy, the separation of sexual energy from creation and the manipulation of arousal, the pigeoning of this force into certain contexts of life
opening portals to more of yourself, allowing it to have space in the here now
understanding / clearing perception around giving - especially in the context of people-pleasing and lower ideas of giving to be worthy, giving at the expense of yourself, which is giving from a belief in the self in lack, giving from nothing, receiving nothing - and understanding it is what about what you give, because everything you give you give to your Self, to give and receive are One
letting go the weight of cosmic guilt on behalf of the world - grief deeply entangled, grief and longing, hopelessness and despair
letting go of the idea of false ideas of morality or inflated responsibility and overwhelm in a mediating function - a bridge between worlds and the weight that is crossing is crushing you - this is not an enlightened expression or experience, it is exhausting and not enlightening. it is circling the dream / the drain / the spiral. you are not really going anywhere new, not expanding, not letting go of the past or not healing. you remain the unhealed healer if you mythologize to literally and don’t allow the movement through, a tool for your learning and expansion
in this healing meditation, we work through:
the temptation to defend against love, discerning and choosing not to give in. don’t allow the ego to eat your creativity, know that your creative life is what sustains you, life is creation
what is keeping you from the dream that spirit has given you is your belief that it is impossible for you to have
trust yourself and trusting that god is in you
guilt disguised as self-doubt. deep release of shame in creation, in sexual energy and expression
removing capitalist interference with sexual / creative expression, the commodification of sexual energy and how that is really operating under the surface of why it feels vulnerable to share, deep shame and exploitation of sexual energy, the separation of sexual energy from creation and the manipulation of arousal, the pigeoning of this force into certain contexts of life
opening portals to more of yourself, allowing it to have space in the here now
understanding / clearing perception around giving - especially in the context of people-pleasing and lower ideas of giving to be worthy, giving at the expense of yourself, which is giving from a belief in the self in lack, giving from nothing, receiving nothing - and understanding it is what about what you give, because everything you give you give to your Self, to give and receive are One
letting go the weight of cosmic guilt on behalf of the world - grief deeply entangled, grief and longing, hopelessness and despair
letting go of the idea of false ideas of morality or inflated responsibility and overwhelm in a mediating function - a bridge between worlds and the weight that is crossing is crushing you - this is not an enlightened expression or experience, it is exhausting and not enlightening. it is circling the dream / the drain / the spiral. you are not really going anywhere new, not expanding, not letting go of the past or not healing. you remain the unhealed healer if you mythologize to literally and don’t allow the movement through, a tool for your learning and expansion

