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massive healing, really intense. make sure you give yourself the time and space for this one, with opportunity to stay in meditation afterwards if you feel called.
healing the reversal mother archetype, dark mother, devouring mother, lunar reversals
healing from the negation of the self, a lot of anger around this
healing sacrifice and compromising (in the sense of acting/being other than you are or is in alignment for you for the sake of what someone else wants- this is not healthy!!) as attributes of love
identifying and releasing false value - this is tied up in the financial system, there are a lot of sacral / sexual energy and value, this creative capacity hijack and putting our inherent value in what we produce / absolutely arbitrary pieces of paper and numbers on a screen. the financial system itself is a negation of truth. there is a whole lot of anger around this as well.
clearing any blood ritual/binding, curses, “black magic”, jealousy, slavery ties, trauma, memory from throughout time/space
the return of the divine feminine / the earthly and universal mother from within our being, our genesis
clearing belief and the echoing trauma and looping time of the original sin narrative, the guilt and shame of eve
looking at things for yourself, deciding what everything means for you
not letting other people / “outside” paradigms define you or what you “have” to be doing - again, there is SO MUCH anger around this that is kind of shouting out, massive release if you let it be
healing receptivity to the masculine - and also specifically the male/men
identifying beliefs, memories, trauma around selling yourself short and expecting / accepting very little
expecting that what you have done will be disappointing to others or that it is not enough / not good enough for recognition - issues again of value and worthiness. belief that other beings will find you lacking or wrong or will be mad at you - it could be for specific things you have in your awareness / consciousness and bring those forward for witness and for release/undoing - but it is also coming through that those instances or events come from this deeper belief that is actually based in nothing - it is a lie, it is false. it is ours to see this and to accept it so that the cause of what we experience as events, relationships, situations can actually be dealt with and healed, it can actually be unraveled and undone. the situations / events / memories can help guide us, but at a certain point we must see what is effect and what is cause and truly be willing to accept what the cause is, that it is a choice that we have made, and actually release it / let go / undo / not want it anymore. this is a practice.
getting out from under the story someone else (or what you perceive to be coming from somewhere else) had for you or their concept of you.
feeling like you have to save others
feeling responsible to others or your self, your interests, feelings, desires were negated by other people’s expectations of what you would be for them, them needing you, expecting you to do what they want, such to the point that you could not tell what you wanted or who you are.
when people try to keep you here, that can be equated to a curse if. you believe in them, anytime there is a negation of will, even if it is in intention - that is felt because the field is one and it can effect others - we must see this, we must see there are no private or separate thoughts. we can do this to ourselves and at deeper levels we see that we only ever do it to ourselves. there is a lot of anger around this as well.
getting back in touch with your original intended coding and whatever this means for you.
33:44 recording time for meditation
massive healing, really intense. make sure you give yourself the time and space for this one, with opportunity to stay in meditation afterwards if you feel called.
healing the reversal mother archetype, dark mother, devouring mother, lunar reversals
healing from the negation of the self, a lot of anger around this
healing sacrifice and compromising (in the sense of acting/being other than you are or is in alignment for you for the sake of what someone else wants- this is not healthy!!) as attributes of love
identifying and releasing false value - this is tied up in the financial system, there are a lot of sacral / sexual energy and value, this creative capacity hijack and putting our inherent value in what we produce / absolutely arbitrary pieces of paper and numbers on a screen. the financial system itself is a negation of truth. there is a whole lot of anger around this as well.
clearing any blood ritual/binding, curses, “black magic”, jealousy, slavery ties, trauma, memory from throughout time/space
the return of the divine feminine / the earthly and universal mother from within our being, our genesis
clearing belief and the echoing trauma and looping time of the original sin narrative, the guilt and shame of eve
looking at things for yourself, deciding what everything means for you
not letting other people / “outside” paradigms define you or what you “have” to be doing - again, there is SO MUCH anger around this that is kind of shouting out, massive release if you let it be
healing receptivity to the masculine - and also specifically the male/men
identifying beliefs, memories, trauma around selling yourself short and expecting / accepting very little
expecting that what you have done will be disappointing to others or that it is not enough / not good enough for recognition - issues again of value and worthiness. belief that other beings will find you lacking or wrong or will be mad at you - it could be for specific things you have in your awareness / consciousness and bring those forward for witness and for release/undoing - but it is also coming through that those instances or events come from this deeper belief that is actually based in nothing - it is a lie, it is false. it is ours to see this and to accept it so that the cause of what we experience as events, relationships, situations can actually be dealt with and healed, it can actually be unraveled and undone. the situations / events / memories can help guide us, but at a certain point we must see what is effect and what is cause and truly be willing to accept what the cause is, that it is a choice that we have made, and actually release it / let go / undo / not want it anymore. this is a practice.
getting out from under the story someone else (or what you perceive to be coming from somewhere else) had for you or their concept of you.
feeling like you have to save others
feeling responsible to others or your self, your interests, feelings, desires were negated by other people’s expectations of what you would be for them, them needing you, expecting you to do what they want, such to the point that you could not tell what you wanted or who you are.
when people try to keep you here, that can be equated to a curse if. you believe in them, anytime there is a negation of will, even if it is in intention - that is felt because the field is one and it can effect others - we must see this, we must see there are no private or separate thoughts. we can do this to ourselves and at deeper levels we see that we only ever do it to ourselves. there is a lot of anger around this as well.
getting back in touch with your original intended coding and whatever this means for you.
33:44 recording time for meditation
