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in this 33 minute trance meditation, we dive deep into the magnetism, sexual energy and the receptive and accepting polarity, bringing deep forgiveness to the cellular memory and genetic time space record. this was incredibly intense to record and there were many moments of deep discomfort. make sure that you honor yourself and give yourself a loving supportive environment when you open into this field. i also type this out exactly as i wrote it while i was recording, so you can follow the thread of the transmission if that is helpful.
getting to the core of worthiness, to have the life that we want. the reason we don’t see physical changes in our lives, that we don’t immediately realize ourselves free is because there are still parts of self that don’t believe we are worthy of love / goodness / visions coming into being. inherent worthiness needs to be equated with mere beingness, the fact that you simply ARE and that what you are is holy and eternal.
we detach worth from everything in the physical world.
codes for balanced electromagnetism, equal giving and receiving - this is what is needed for instantaneous manifestation in the unity field - being and having are One, creating and experiencing are One, because it is not projected anywhere, there is no belief in “outside” the Self. as such, you can’t balance electro- without magnetism and vice versa, it is One. we must learn this lesson, that it is One. you can’t heal separation with more ideas of separation, there are no discrete parts, only ideas of them.
your life in your vision is not something achieved or experienced outside of yourself. you must witness the field as One, you see from the center of the balanced field of All and you are totally aware of your choice of seeing. the belief of what you are must change for you to do this in this now. you have to shed everything that you believe you are that you are not. this message is held by you and so it rings out everywhere. alignment with enlightened perception clears the field for it’s coming, for it’s being.
ancestral genetic money/abundance/community blocks in the code - unraveling. challenging and releasing beliefs that cages you have built around you are here to protect you and keep you, safety in lack. claiming power and right to recode your “personal” field, no one else really can, you must accept you own power and ability to affect change in the field through your own vessel. there are no outside forces. they are in imagination. accept what you can do and what it will bring.
healing grief and anger of not feeling or being seen, heard or understood.
feeling like people will make you do something (there are deep sexual fears here, but it can be extrapolated to all of creation, sexual energy is creative energy it is only in our conception that we have tried to contain this to specific circumstances and relationships) against your will. if you trace back being “stuck” in a job you don’t want, it is linked to sexual energy healing / suppression and separation of this force. this is electromagnetic balancing.
strong grandmother energy
healing grief from not being chosen, feeling like you weren’t anyone’s first choice, grief for missed time
inner child healing
divine feminine rage
realizing dreams and personal growth
trusting Self
clearing deep terror, fear of the world, wanting to be elsewhere, not getting fulfillment out of what you’re doing, resentment for giving without receiving (this is in perception only, in your concept, giving and receiving are one, that is why it is so important that we investigate and challenge belief, to see what we are holding and offering and therefore receiving back to ourself)
healing for not wanting to participate, bringing enjoyment back into life, connecting with your own worthiness to enjoy, it’s not about earning it or deserving it, it is already given, it was given when god made you and you are as god created you
anger, deep disgust with self, this horrible feeling of wanting to rip your skin off, self-destruction, self-harm
feeling like you’re living a life that isn’t yours
so much resistance and discomfort, previously unidentifiable discomfort or a fear that what you reveal will confirm how horrible you think you are. really strong energy of just wanting to rip everything apart and break free.
rage - the eve wound, blamed and bound
deep frustration, feeling like everything is working against you, out to get you. you feel trapped, angered for not being seen or heard, for not being able or “allowed” to live free, to live the life you want, to be yourself and to be seen and included and celebrated for it, to be honored and respected and wanted.
the feeling of clipped wings
resentment for your life, for seeing more, seeing deeper into the workings of the world, for feeling more, for being different, for perceiving differently. for being what you may think is too self-aware, neurodivergent, noticing or thinking about things in a way that you feel others don’t, that makes you uninterested in “regular” life or out of place when you participate in “normal activities”. this keeps you from having fun. wishing you could be like other people to have a normal life.
being angry for being tasked with more
again, feeling like you are trapped or forced to do things, live a life you don’t want to live.
healing that god demands sacrifice, that your life cannot be happy because god requires your sacrifice. anger at god, at men, at the patriarchy. healing the relationship with the masculine, the divine masculine aspect. deep injustice
letting go of old grudges, what you have not forgiven, your jailers. this will release you from circumstances in the now that you don’t want to be in but feel stuck in.
releasing identification with past pain, disappointments, lack, hard times, injury
removing remaining doubt
clearing sacral protection which is blocking receiving your own beauty and abundance of yourself.
healing body image, hiding self, not feeling beautiful and deep sadness here
in this 33 minute trance meditation, we dive deep into the magnetism, sexual energy and the receptive and accepting polarity, bringing deep forgiveness to the cellular memory and genetic time space record. this was incredibly intense to record and there were many moments of deep discomfort. make sure that you honor yourself and give yourself a loving supportive environment when you open into this field. i also type this out exactly as i wrote it while i was recording, so you can follow the thread of the transmission if that is helpful.
getting to the core of worthiness, to have the life that we want. the reason we don’t see physical changes in our lives, that we don’t immediately realize ourselves free is because there are still parts of self that don’t believe we are worthy of love / goodness / visions coming into being. inherent worthiness needs to be equated with mere beingness, the fact that you simply ARE and that what you are is holy and eternal.
we detach worth from everything in the physical world.
codes for balanced electromagnetism, equal giving and receiving - this is what is needed for instantaneous manifestation in the unity field - being and having are One, creating and experiencing are One, because it is not projected anywhere, there is no belief in “outside” the Self. as such, you can’t balance electro- without magnetism and vice versa, it is One. we must learn this lesson, that it is One. you can’t heal separation with more ideas of separation, there are no discrete parts, only ideas of them.
your life in your vision is not something achieved or experienced outside of yourself. you must witness the field as One, you see from the center of the balanced field of All and you are totally aware of your choice of seeing. the belief of what you are must change for you to do this in this now. you have to shed everything that you believe you are that you are not. this message is held by you and so it rings out everywhere. alignment with enlightened perception clears the field for it’s coming, for it’s being.
ancestral genetic money/abundance/community blocks in the code - unraveling. challenging and releasing beliefs that cages you have built around you are here to protect you and keep you, safety in lack. claiming power and right to recode your “personal” field, no one else really can, you must accept you own power and ability to affect change in the field through your own vessel. there are no outside forces. they are in imagination. accept what you can do and what it will bring.
healing grief and anger of not feeling or being seen, heard or understood.
feeling like people will make you do something (there are deep sexual fears here, but it can be extrapolated to all of creation, sexual energy is creative energy it is only in our conception that we have tried to contain this to specific circumstances and relationships) against your will. if you trace back being “stuck” in a job you don’t want, it is linked to sexual energy healing / suppression and separation of this force. this is electromagnetic balancing.
strong grandmother energy
healing grief from not being chosen, feeling like you weren’t anyone’s first choice, grief for missed time
inner child healing
divine feminine rage
realizing dreams and personal growth
trusting Self
clearing deep terror, fear of the world, wanting to be elsewhere, not getting fulfillment out of what you’re doing, resentment for giving without receiving (this is in perception only, in your concept, giving and receiving are one, that is why it is so important that we investigate and challenge belief, to see what we are holding and offering and therefore receiving back to ourself)
healing for not wanting to participate, bringing enjoyment back into life, connecting with your own worthiness to enjoy, it’s not about earning it or deserving it, it is already given, it was given when god made you and you are as god created you
anger, deep disgust with self, this horrible feeling of wanting to rip your skin off, self-destruction, self-harm
feeling like you’re living a life that isn’t yours
so much resistance and discomfort, previously unidentifiable discomfort or a fear that what you reveal will confirm how horrible you think you are. really strong energy of just wanting to rip everything apart and break free.
rage - the eve wound, blamed and bound
deep frustration, feeling like everything is working against you, out to get you. you feel trapped, angered for not being seen or heard, for not being able or “allowed” to live free, to live the life you want, to be yourself and to be seen and included and celebrated for it, to be honored and respected and wanted.
the feeling of clipped wings
resentment for your life, for seeing more, seeing deeper into the workings of the world, for feeling more, for being different, for perceiving differently. for being what you may think is too self-aware, neurodivergent, noticing or thinking about things in a way that you feel others don’t, that makes you uninterested in “regular” life or out of place when you participate in “normal activities”. this keeps you from having fun. wishing you could be like other people to have a normal life.
being angry for being tasked with more
again, feeling like you are trapped or forced to do things, live a life you don’t want to live.
healing that god demands sacrifice, that your life cannot be happy because god requires your sacrifice. anger at god, at men, at the patriarchy. healing the relationship with the masculine, the divine masculine aspect. deep injustice
letting go of old grudges, what you have not forgiven, your jailers. this will release you from circumstances in the now that you don’t want to be in but feel stuck in.
releasing identification with past pain, disappointments, lack, hard times, injury
removing remaining doubt
clearing sacral protection which is blocking receiving your own beauty and abundance of yourself.
healing body image, hiding self, not feeling beautiful and deep sadness here
