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grief as a defense, as a self imposed cage
letting go of the grief of not having the lie that we’ve been sold by the ego in order to experience and rest and live in the truth of the love of our being. reality is not anything like the lie we have been sold, it is not about physical matrices or structures or stories or specific relationships - these are merely scaffolding. when we open to the reality of our being, our focus changes. it is not to say that we won’t experience the relationship, the community, the manifestation of whatever it is that you envision - it is that we don’t understand why we want those things and the work here is to get to the root motivation of why we seek for our happiness and worth in things outside of the self.
hips / root / sacral —— deeeeeeeeep constructions of the false - witnessing how they are made is a big part of this meditation. there are no independent structures, structures have no inherent meaning. the work is to reveal the meaning we have given them and the chains that we have made and put on ourselves out of these structures. this is limiting our creative capacity and keeping us from real unity.
clearing false structures from lower energy bodies - more densely held - those held in fear make it so we can’t see the light of the truth through them at all. those held in a hope of love - but that are still clung to - make shadows that dim our vision and we must clear our attachments to those as well.
only the love of the divine is real but while you still believe that accepting this negates all that you’ve ever wanted - that you will not get what you think you want in the world of dreams, that the love of the divine requires a sacrifice of what you had in mind, your goals, your desires, your deepest wants, you will not accept reality and you will continue to search for it in the world of dreams. the focus of this meditation is to see where we limit ourselves in this regard.
while you cling to the reality of the world of dreams, you cannot fully open and accept and experience the real.
revealing and clearing defense of the true / authentic self out of fear.
clearing false persona to fit in or hide, to protect the self - this is very destructive to us, it blocks the flow of creation and continues inverting and densifying our experience. you cannot hear the guidance of the self through this mask.
self-expression, comfort in being who you are.
lots of themes of time coming through.
working for yourself (if this feels relevant), getting in touch with and being in true communion with elemental forces and living in their time / no time, true flow.
harmonizing to the center of your being
letting of of dramatic stories, leaving the past behind.
letting go of living on other people’s time, reclaiming your time
perceiving and projecting experience from a different set of dimensions and existing from those parameters of physics / new experiential physics. integrating this perception into cohesive experience and a livable reality matrix. writing the new story.
bringing up everything that is in your constructed identity matrix held throughout time and the opposing definitions. remember the continuity of the ego extends from the beginning of time, the first choice for separation. we must take responsibility for this choice without blaming an outside force - there is no outside force. all thoughts are shared in the field.
recognizing and accepting what is true and really let go of the rest. assistance in discernment of corrected and false perception, what is true from what is false, what is real from what is unreal, what is meaningful from what is meaningless about your identity.
neutral perception and non-judgement allow for unburdened projection of enlightened perception. unclogged, unfettered from both directions (positive - negative polarity).
assistance with reintegration after a hermit phase, being comfortable with who you actually are - the authentic self that has emerged.
enjoying the liberated self, getting to know yourself unburdened.
grief as a defense, as a self imposed cage
letting go of the grief of not having the lie that we’ve been sold by the ego in order to experience and rest and live in the truth of the love of our being. reality is not anything like the lie we have been sold, it is not about physical matrices or structures or stories or specific relationships - these are merely scaffolding. when we open to the reality of our being, our focus changes. it is not to say that we won’t experience the relationship, the community, the manifestation of whatever it is that you envision - it is that we don’t understand why we want those things and the work here is to get to the root motivation of why we seek for our happiness and worth in things outside of the self.
hips / root / sacral —— deeeeeeeeep constructions of the false - witnessing how they are made is a big part of this meditation. there are no independent structures, structures have no inherent meaning. the work is to reveal the meaning we have given them and the chains that we have made and put on ourselves out of these structures. this is limiting our creative capacity and keeping us from real unity.
clearing false structures from lower energy bodies - more densely held - those held in fear make it so we can’t see the light of the truth through them at all. those held in a hope of love - but that are still clung to - make shadows that dim our vision and we must clear our attachments to those as well.
only the love of the divine is real but while you still believe that accepting this negates all that you’ve ever wanted - that you will not get what you think you want in the world of dreams, that the love of the divine requires a sacrifice of what you had in mind, your goals, your desires, your deepest wants, you will not accept reality and you will continue to search for it in the world of dreams. the focus of this meditation is to see where we limit ourselves in this regard.
while you cling to the reality of the world of dreams, you cannot fully open and accept and experience the real.
revealing and clearing defense of the true / authentic self out of fear.
clearing false persona to fit in or hide, to protect the self - this is very destructive to us, it blocks the flow of creation and continues inverting and densifying our experience. you cannot hear the guidance of the self through this mask.
self-expression, comfort in being who you are.
lots of themes of time coming through.
working for yourself (if this feels relevant), getting in touch with and being in true communion with elemental forces and living in their time / no time, true flow.
harmonizing to the center of your being
letting of of dramatic stories, leaving the past behind.
letting go of living on other people’s time, reclaiming your time
perceiving and projecting experience from a different set of dimensions and existing from those parameters of physics / new experiential physics. integrating this perception into cohesive experience and a livable reality matrix. writing the new story.
bringing up everything that is in your constructed identity matrix held throughout time and the opposing definitions. remember the continuity of the ego extends from the beginning of time, the first choice for separation. we must take responsibility for this choice without blaming an outside force - there is no outside force. all thoughts are shared in the field.
recognizing and accepting what is true and really let go of the rest. assistance in discernment of corrected and false perception, what is true from what is false, what is real from what is unreal, what is meaningful from what is meaningless about your identity.
neutral perception and non-judgement allow for unburdened projection of enlightened perception. unclogged, unfettered from both directions (positive - negative polarity).
assistance with reintegration after a hermit phase, being comfortable with who you actually are - the authentic self that has emerged.
enjoying the liberated self, getting to know yourself unburdened.
