8.12 - times of transition

hello beautiful friends,

this is a message that i free wrote this morning from my guides/self in the unity field. i have been working with guan yin and the ascended dragon consciousness these past weeks as well.

it is personal to what i’ve been going through, but i felt called to share in case it is helpful to anyone during these times. <3 parts may seem like it’s calling me/us out, but i think it is important that we see in courage where we are holding on to ideas and ways of being we are meant to let go of. detachment is key. they only speak from love.

i recorded this healing meditation for youtube this morning inspired by this message.

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you are in the midst of a major redirect - total restructuring from within. throw out everything and allow your energetic changes to filter through to the physical. don’t worry.

don’t worry if you feel like you’re not creating as much or aren’t flowing with spirit, like when you feel like you need to close your eyes and rest this is the transition you have been preparing for and you can’t miss it.

your boundaries - the choices that you have made in setting firmer boundaries with what you allow are taking shape in the physical.

don’t judge yourself for anything, don’t cling to anything that is coming through and out. get out of the old mental body and the ego. this is why it has been harder for you to read (context: i love to read, reading has always been my favorite hobby and for the past year or so i haven’t been able to read as voraciously as i could in the past), you are being called deeper into the symbolism of the heart, the simple beingness of flow.

and you are resisting sometimes by clinging to what you thought you wanted in the old world (note: i get upset sometimes that my business isn’t more “successful” or that i don’t have more engagement on social media, i could write a book about the false correlates between success in the old paradigm and spiritual progress, i think actually this is a great source of siphoning and manipulation and extension of wounds for spiritual practitioners who are bringing the new way of being and “working”). there is still a preoccupation with external validation and measures of success. this is not nurturing yourself which you are called to do above all else.

rest in spirit. when you feel very tired or drawn to close your eyes, you are being called to rest in spirit and since everyone thinks in terms of “work”, this is you working. become okay with not having language for what you experience and are going through. your language (they mean english in my case) is not of the transmission of the heart.

from guan yin specifically: compassion is not self sacrificing your well being to take care of others or losing your peace of mind and heart because of others suffering. it is a state of being, which can only be achieved when you are in love

there are growing pains that come with the turn of the age, and truly being on the front lines of it doesn’t have anything to do with traditional models of success. they actually tend to favor those that take, that manipulate and take advantage of others wounding, insecurity, and fear. this is not condemnation of those who are trying to build heart centered community but again, your focus right now is not on output. when the internet changes completely and the social networks go away - which they will because they are written in the oppressor, where will that community be?

focus on cultivating your heart so that those who we send you will be able to see and hear you clearly and know where you are. don’t despair for the fall of the old work. thank about how much harder it would be if you had a massive business and network that crumbled and you had to start over. your work right now is in your connection to the eternal divine, the formless one where you are with all living beings.

keep clearing the emotional, pain, and lower dimensional mental bodies of these attachments and focus on our eternal connection in the field, your connection to unity is your strength and you know you are in pain when you take your focus away from it.

acting out of fear in anyway is going to massively highlight where you are wounded and holding attachment in your physical life and bring consequences that you really don’t want. be at peace now and make all choices out of what aligns with your peace and happiness, not that of what others want you to do or what you think they want. this is not mean or cruel, this is the only way to really be of service. the alternative is to continue to allow your life force to be siphoned and you will clearly see that you’ve made that choice. no one can do this for you, that is not the work of healers.

clearing can be uncomfortable, there is unease and witnessing emotions, especially when you clear through your body, when you’re recoding, re-writing the physical to plasma - but it cannot be stressed enough to not cling to the lower dimensional feeling of this process or to focus on things that you know disturb your peace or to make yourself feel bad on purpose.

if you notice yourself doing this, gently redirect yourself to the light within you where you are eternally at peace, in joy and one forever with all living beings.