5.15/16

i wrote this message after i recorded a little reel i was called to do earlier today. i was talking about getting down to brass tacks in healing. that it is the substance, the force, the light of god that we are that heals and that basically sometimes we make it more complicated than it has to be.

this is something i and i’m sure everyone on earth who tries to feel better and live in a more heart-centered way struggle with. the balance between how much detail we need to know on the journey and how little. in the “highest” sense, in the most of what we are and the most of how we can heal, understanding that in the presence of god, and of us remembering we are god, we bring that truth to our awareness and so it is. that’s an overused expression because it is the very essence of all. it is. when we hold love, truth, purity, the intention to be as we are, we cannot hold illusion. illusion is nothing to truth.

this is what really heals. since the beginning of doing this work, which was way before i started offering it as a service for others, i saw that truth of what healing is, i could see it as something i saw naturally. it is to see and insist on with your will which is one with god the absolute truth and perfection of the being you are regarding. when you choose to see in this intention, you are met with the power of all of creation in unity because you see in light, you see along with them who see in truth because truth is One. and that very sight brings the truth into the form. the form is always dictated by the etheric dimension above it. and when you can bring in heaven to the now, why wait?

it’s a continuation of a message that i’ve been receiving and sending for a while now. that we must actually practice holding this belief, this knowing in each moment and allow it to flow from us, to show us with true vision and to claim ourselves AS this consciousness. this process brings great change but it also brings peace, joy, and ease which the temporary cannot give and which will be very important as the inorganic of physical structure and astral collective unconscious increasingly comes up for revelation and dissolution / undoing. i guess maybe the book of revelation is aptly named, as i think the end of the age is marked by an incredible memory retrieval of collective human consciousness. the truth of our nature and our divine history is revealed through us, through this alchemy of belief from fear to love.

there is a teaching in a course in miracles i’m always brought back to when i get distracted by lower dimensional structure and belief, that there is one problem - that we believe in separation of form from eternity; and one solution - that we are One and so the problem is impossible in truth and therefore does not exist. we don’t really have any problems because we don’t have the core problem - or fear - that we think we do. death isn’t real, life is eternal, and every situation (regardless of galactic history and who is responsible and the story of the experience of it) is transmutatable through our experience when we introduce the memory of unity. we can also call this process forgiveness. a radical forgiveness of self and all others throughout all time. this is an undoing. this ends time in that it ends the need for time. time being an avenue of experience for us to remember who we are, in a narrative structure.

this isn’t to say that the story, the archetypes and astral realms and collective unconscious, isn’t useful. but at a point in healing, you are restricting yourself by story. you have come up to the belief in separation or not, the belief that there is existence beyond fear, that you are actually vibrations of love and that love is all there is.

this requires a deconstruction of all currently held belief. and story is useful for that for us to make sense out of it. those are the functions of this universe and of our brains. but how long does that actually take before we let it go? we perpetuate experience by belief. so so so so so much we repeat old stories, old identities of what we believe we are based on past events or fears throughout the healing process and at a point, that is just not necessary. it retraumatizes the system to drag shadows of the past into present awareness and it keeps the inorganic matrix alive with our life force. we must actually live the belief that we are eternal. that we are indeed, christ. the living god. the living god is not limited or restricted or a being even capable of being destroyed, hurt, damaged, inflicted, diseased, in any way because of the holiness that shines through us in every moment. that is how the masters healed. and we are called to mastery. we are not called to old means of expansion, the light is come now and the earth is holding more of it than ever. let go of attachment to old ways of being, societal structure, all of it. be still and intend to experience what it means to be free.

if we are really to align ourselves with unity and experience it in ourselves and offer it to every living being, to all of creation that we are, then we really need to start seeing our true selves as we are. this is a purification and purification is “ascension”. on earth, we need healing, yes, forgiveness is majorly required, but we are not bound to the past or to current physical circumstances to recognize and enjoy the presence and eternal peace and happiness that can flow through every moment of our experience we choose. this is SO POWERFUL!! it has infinite effects in the field due to the shared nature of reality. it offers such an incredible gift of love to everyone you encounter and everyone you never will. it provides a base of higher frequency available for the collective. creation is ours, we are recoding it from inside because it came from inside of us.

there is no degree of perfection. you are not kind of free, you are free or you are not. you cannot but be free because of your eternal nature. so when you experience yourself as not free, you’re making a mistake. that’s all. it’s just a mistake and the correction for it is that no correction is really necessary except a shift of attention. it’s like if fear were just an option you tried once that had no consequences, just some idea you had as a being of infinite potential expression, and you found it didn’t really work for you - you didn’t love the way that felt - so you just moved on.

but we don’t do that. we have hitherto been stuck in this place, this planetary consciousness, that has been moving through fear like molasses, unable to truly and organically evolve because it is being force projected, force looped in an inorganic override code that has been rewritten over the original creation. the important thing to understand is that the original creation is always there and it is there now and you are still it. when you are in the process of finding the spark of god in you, the divinity, you begin to learn how to read the inorganic code as well. no matter the cause (which is worthy of investigation and like i said, will be revealed as we continue to reveal the history through our shedding of all that is not us), this solidified energetic structure of belief perpetuates inorganic timelines and lifecycles. getting to this density was a long process that is essentially an echoing of experience. our experience of the organic structure has been mutated and devolved throughout the devolving of the consciousness that the form has been holding. but that doesn’t change the nature of the original structure, the coding and potential for it that is always within. the substance remains the same in truth, the combination of the substance doesn’t change the substance. the substance is always expressing what it is, but the beings doing the combining can choose to not recognize the truth and that is what has been happening - essentially - for millions and millions of years, maybe longer from when the original separation occured at the highest dimensional level it could have, the invasion of this universe with the reversal. i don’t know when that was, i believe that anti-life/reversal/anti-christ energy/consciousness is not of this universe and that is why it has an incredibly parasitic and destructive effect on the matter here. i don’t know the story of that other universe or when they all became so separated as to lose their organic nature, but i do know that the healing of this separation is the same all over the board.

remember, everything is everywhere, all points hold all. like we said above, we are mistaken about who we are, but that does not change who we are. we experience it because we are divine creators and we are so powerful that we believe our creations to be real, to be all there is. there is an energetic structure that keeps this in place, programming and patterns, a very complex web. it’s kind of like a spiral inception dream, caught in a limbo (the Buddhist idea and Sanskrit word for this is samsara). there are actually a lot of ways you could draw examples from that movie about the nature of inorganic timelines and how past lives interact and the whole inorganic matrix and how our consciousness is used, but for a different potential post. long story short (too late - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u1o6njya6hE ). it is important now to really awaken to the fact that fear is unreal to our highest being and we have the power to dissolve it now.

the light is always on, the information is always available for you to listen with your heart. let it break upon you like a wave upon the sand as the modern sage grandmother willow told us. like music can shift and unlock within us deep emotional and mental associations that aren’t immediately related to a series of sound tones, so does the memory of your Self from within you unfold. it is in everything and it is not like learning, we must give up the strong belief in the effort required to bring joy into healing and to make it easier for ourselves. the effort required is the willingness, the want, the desire to be free.

it’s not to say that this isn’t a heavy lift, a process that can feel difficult. you are brought directly through fear, this is true and required. but, it’s really important to understand the true power that lies in belief and in belief as your Self as the Sun of god. we talk a lot about solar consciousness and light codes and while this is ultimately representational because in formless source where all form resides there just IS, the sun as source and our connection to source through our self as Suns (Sons of god) and the way that light/information/life transmits and flows through this central energy center - and there downsteped centers depending on the dimension you’re looking from - does actually seem to work that way in this universal system. the children of light, divine humanity, direct the creation and the experience of it from within. all of our power is from source.

the miracle is always there. the more we align with our true essence, the more that essence show us and reveals through us what we are, the more we live in freedom and bring actual change to the structure of the dimensions. we believe in science and the laws physics of the dimensions that we can experience with our bodies. take a moment to think about how fast science has changed over the past even 100 years. in the whole of creation, our experience is ever expanding and evolving. clinging to old ideas is fearful, it is painful, and it points to a belief in separation. you are stating a belief that you do not trust in your eternal nature nor your safety or unity. it makes no sense that a physics of another dimension would not be experienced differently.

the laws and the power of the eternal, unlimited creation itself - have no need for our tiny physical laws. we need to choose to see them, we need to open ourselves to the belief and the experience. it does not require a lot of effort on our part. only a little willingness at first is needed and then that light expands and expands. and you see that your experience, your allowance and interaction with, the presence of - it’s like swimming in it and being of it at the same time, living it and in it - changes the form, completely changes the perspective and the perception and even the physicality, what you create and interact with in life. you cannot go back once you’ve really begun to go through the doorways, and more and more of you doesn’t want to. and then you understand what it means to be living in another dimension.

the nature of vibration, for the vibration around it to naturally match itself to that higher vibration is significant at this time. the energy has physically shifted on earth and that does effect everything on it. the guidance at this moment is to deeply choose this process for ourselves so that it is easier and can actually be really joyful to experience and witness. i do believe now that something has shifted again in the past few days / weeks and that if you actively chose to work with these energies available (solar storms and geomagnetic changes are manifesting in the physical), it is easier than it has ever been to alchemize and heal. it also very much seems like there won’t be much of a choice going forward, that the planetary consciousness (of which our bodies are One, from which our bodies come) has reached a point where it will push up and out inorganic form. if you are clinging to fear, limiting beliefs, old stories, old societal structures, measures of meaning and success and material value, this period (i don’t think dates are often useful, especially because things seem to be changing more and more rapidly (ahead of schedule if there ever could be such a thing) and it isn’t really the point but it does seem like the next year and a half especially and over the next 5 years out are really significant for the amount of physical and perceptual change we will experience) will be really painful and heartbreaking for you. it is okay to grieve and mourn for it when we let go, but do not cling to that release. feel it, it’s really natural, and then let it pass from you and offer instead your knowing that this world is divine, protected, and evolving into a new expression in which all will walk in abundance.

this evolving “upward” or “outward” is a natural process that our ego still believes we need to take physical control over. it believes that we need to be in outward control over a situation in order to be creating, that we need to earn it. that is requires suffering, hard work, blood, sweat, and tears, nothing is worth having unless you’ve sacrificed for it. this is a lie of the ego! we do not need to earn our right to life, we are all beings of god, of the eternal source, and we were all born on this planet, we are inehrenet abundance, we are and we are all. everyone is equally all.

to see the events and structure, the beings and timelines of higher dimensions is a natural function of expansion. we are all already existing there in those dimensions because we are truly multidimensional. our souls and oversouls, our levels of being within this avatar expression (the highest self contains multitudes of a connected web of life, threads in a fabric) are experiencing life in all other dimensions (there is variation, everyone has a unique journey and record, but generally speaking). we are meeting ourselves where we are. it is still the light and consciousness of the living god that runs through us that heals through all of these dimensions, and it unifies them.

this is to say, don’t worry so much about the details of this process or any kind of skills you would need to learn. you know them, you remove the blocks to where you know them. there is so much worry about “doing it right”, all of the ways to do things, to heal, methods and rituals and processes. it is not done with this intention, but this worry reinforces the belief in the story of it all, the necessity for time to be running in the looping way that it has been.

this earth is rapidly and for many painfully changing. like, extremely rapidly all of the time in every way. in order to ease and speed up this process, we are being called to embody peace now, to stop waiting for physical circumstances to bring heaven on earth through us in each moment. to be the reality of peace and happiness that we are. we can do this. again, the ease of this transitional period and the linear time that is to be experienced of this transition can be brought much shorted if we all really go straight to the source. if we insist upon the light of god, the eternal free being that we are to choose what we will hold and work with.

“The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion.” - Camus

This is the love revolution. it is to be so in love with yourself and life and everyone that you just allow that love to take care of life, because it will and it is your will for that love to flow through you. in everything you do, it doesn’t even really matter what it is. in all moments. this is a refusal to see yourself as a being capable of experiencing suffering and death because of the sacred life that moves through you. this is our world and we are coded, we are intended and designed for this transition now, this reality experience lives in us. we are to live in form in unified abundance, peace and joy. knowing the power that moves through and of you, how could it be otherwise? why keep yourself in the belief in fear when heaven is so close that there is no distance between you? when the allowance of this light to shine through you changes everything in this realm seen and unseen? this insistence on the reality of peace and freedom is what will reveal what hides in the shadows, all of the secrets and all of the inorganic because it will have no where to hide and it will be brought to the light of truth for divine justice. this is not our concern. we are to be light and life and to enjoy ourselves through that experience.

i do believe that we will all need to see, to witness (and we already are in massive amounts, don’t be jaded by the news about what is going on and what is being told) the whole of the inorganic matrix timelines but i believe that the only way we can really truly see it for what it is without experiencing pain or temptation to illusion is if we are in the highest vibrational experience of loving neutrality. and we get there by insisting through each moment in the reality of unified ever-extending love. everything we do in this pure intention is light coded for freedom and unity.

there is nothing to know except that you are the light of the living god, love in divine human form. your alignment with this truth will bring you all that you need to know, it will all be revealed for your journey. enjoy now.

creation is a revelation.